LET’S GO, GO, GO!!

So, tomorrow i am going to CHINA to go see relatives! So, due to special events, I may not be able to update (if you’re the only person reading this, as this does not have any fans, good luck with catching up…) for a long time. My only way of getting to internet is my tablet. And sometimes it is charging, and sometimes someone else is using it. Yeah.

My entire family is going!! It has been 6 WHOLE years since I last went OVERSEAS. I went to AMERICA last year to see other relatives, but that ain’t overseas. So, hopefully I survive the 12 hour long flight. YEAHHH!!!

Until next time, fellas…

damn. that’s totally off topic.

Heeeey!! I’m back. After a day. YEAHH!! Alright then. So today, I had the intermediate concert. I actually improvised a part to stall time. I basically sat down on the portable stage, crossed my legs, and posed, trying to look cool/pretty. But failing. WHATEVER. Then I went back to the plan. Did my thing. You know? My mom, dad, and my brother were there, and my mom just FELT LIKE recording the parts that I was involved in. Yaay. Now everyone can see it, that are in my family. Great. If the audience saw what was going on backstage, they would be… surprised?

Anyways, from a performer’s point of view, it was a mess. And for the audience… who knows?

After that, we went to pick my sister at her school. AND IT WAS HOT. the end.

GTG! See ya next time! I might even write something again.

still not summer?

Alright~y then. So, yesterday was my school’s SPORTS DAY, and it mostly contained of hula hoops, throwing or stacking. Not as sporty as I had imagined. But then again, next year when it’s my grade’s turn, I don’t think we would be very sporty either, when thinking up a bunch of stations for sports day relating to a single theme.

Just now, I invented a game for my little brother to entertain himself with. I had recently (about a week or two ago…) created a tissue box ‘house’ because I was bored and I wanted to feel like I had accomplished something, and now, my brother was playing with it with a couple of other items as a table, bathtub, bed, and refrigerator. Wow, I haven’t felt like I had done something right in a while (a month..?). Mostly because I kept on getting in trouble because of other people. Whatever, they don’t even deserve my attention if all they do is try to get other people in trouble for the things they do. Why am still going on and on about the things I say don’t deserve any attention? Because I am what some people call ‘frustrated’. Alright.

I gotta go. See ya next time!

YOooo, what do i doooo??

I should really do something that other people will consider helpful… But WHAAAT??? Ok, so like, since tomorrow is gonna be June, I just realized that I have 4 more weeks of school. And my sister’s birthday is coming up and I kinda need to make a card for her.
What do I DOOOO????
BUUT, I will go to the PNE once again this year. Man, the Awards Ceremony thing for Intermediates is like in 2 or 3 weeks from now. I know that I’ll have at least one award. That’ll be the SERVICE Award. I Safety Patrol and Lunch Monitor. Even if I do 2 services, I only get credited for one of them. But it’s added to it altogether, and I’ll still get recognized.

Just, saying, even after going to the Fun Fair by my school, my self-esteem had not gotten any better than before. I still am the same person. Of course I can’t change myself by going to a single event, but I kind of thought I could see the way I do things a little differently after having a little bit of fun. Whatever. Well, I tried, didn’t exactly work, so I won’t try it again. But now, I have this other question.

What is Self-Esteem?

Damn. Now this seems like some kind of speech. Or essay. Or a script for some kind of debate. But it ain’t. So… I’m gonna have to go now. See ya next time when I rant here again!!

Summer Resolutions

Okay, so I got this idea from my sister, Grace, and, uh, it is basically a list of things i kind of want to achieve over the Summer. So, uhm, HERE IT IS!

1) Write something acceptable…
2) Learn to do something cool
3) Improve my table tennis skills
4) Find my inner creativity
5) Look at things differently (and not copy so much)
6) Read books
7) Ignore put downs
8) Just be more positive
9) Improve grammar … ?
10) Draw more often (to let that creativity goooo)
11) Try to be mature
12) Pay more attention………..

See? I can see a lot of flaws in myself. I still have more. But, since I am turning 12 this year, I’ll just stop at 12. I have another one: write neater. SEEEEEEEEE??? okay…
Well then, I need to go. It is 9:30-ish. See ya next time!!!

intense working

Hi. I’m back. “intense working’ because that is what I have been doing for the past 2 hours and probably counting. I’ve been working on my story for school, and I have only written about 4 full pages and is currently on my fifth page today. but I have a total of 7 pages. I am on part 6-7 of my story.
It has been a pretty good day so far with my brother giving me the little feelings of wanting to squish his super chubby cheeks, and cuteness. Also my sister was in a good mood today, so she decided to give me some music. Ohhhh yaaaaaasss! eheheheheh.
Also, I’m still superbly confused. Not just about those once a month emails, but about work, dentists, and eye doctors. Does that count as stress? I don’t really know.
Is it bad for me to be thinking about being almost 12 years old, and that at the end of this year I will have my grad hoodie thing? I feel old when I see my school website thing say stuff about Kindergarten Registration for children born in 2010. Ahahahaaa. I feel like I haven’t done anything useful when I realize I have listened to Kpop for the past 20 minutes, and anime music for the first 2 and a half hours. But I have been typing and writing my novel thing in that time period. I just don’t realize that I have done that until I actually think about it and make myself believe that. It sounds deep but it actually isn’t. I’m not that actually smart. Ahahahahah. I believe I should get back to work now, so, uh, adios! See ya sometime soon, hopefully!!

OMG, it’s 2015, and I’m stuck.

Hello. I’m stuck with my homework and a messed up schedule. And my brain is as messed up as the schedule. I can’t process info about 2015. So, don’t tell me that I am going to graduate next year. Yes, I am still a bit scared of change. But, it’s okay, I get to be in the school as my sister again! Eheheheh.
Anyways, I am pretty busy. If you want to call entertaining guests and trying not to act awkward, watching Sports Danshii 2014 that my sister found for me, my homework from school (story writing- fiction), and keeping my brother entertained, busy, then okay!
So, uh, I’ll get working on my story… because if I don’t finish today, my mom will get mad at me, BUT IT’S A GODDAMN STORY, STORIES ARE LONG!!! Okay. Seeya/Adieu!

2015 New Year’s Resolutions! (some of them…)

Happy New Year! Congratulations everyone whom survived 2014! I shall now present you some… things in which I think I need improvement in. Have fun… ehe.

1. Have more… confidence in myself. (nervously laughs…)
2. Be more… elegant/glori(a)ous.
3. Try to be nicer and… more appreciative.
4.  Try to type without looking at the keyboard (I’m doing that right now…)
5. Be more alert with surroundings. (I suck at reading situations… hehe.)
6. Stop bothering Gabriel so much.
7. Understand when Grace is mad at me… (Ain’t that right???)
8. Keep improving my mathematical skills. (uhhh.)
9. Keep improving my Shanghainese. (…yeeaaahh…)
10. Pay attention when needed.
11. Work on my writing… (Speech contest this year… EHHH?? JK, but I’m somewhat scared. ehehee.)
12. Keep my eyesight the same. (Not any worse this time!!)
13. … Get passing grades in term one grade seven. (Grade Seven in September!!!)
14. Improve temper. (Once again. I can’t toss around people that ‘like’ me.)
15. Stop procrastinating so much. (It’s okay occasionally…)

15 whole resolutions this year!!! Ehehehe. The fifteenth one… I’m not sure I agree… But it’s okay for a little change this year. A change, small or large, it’s the same. Was that deep? No? I thought not. Ehehee.
Next year I will graduate to secondary school. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Oh well.
Anyways, I really hope this year will be better than last year.
HAPPY NEW YEAR, and let’s hope there won’t be any more plane disasters this year. Adieu~!

November 29th 2014

i can’t think of another title, so uh, yeah.

IT SNOWED!!!! OMG!!!! I LOVE SNOW!!!! It was really dry and powdery, but under that was all ice. KOORI NO SEKAI!! jkjk. It was like a snow blizzard last night from 11pm to 1am. It was powdery snow falling down with huge waves of wind. After that it was BELOW ZERO, and the snow that had begun to melt froze. When I played in the snow today, I kept on picking up the powdery snow up and throwing it up in the air, waiting for it to come back down slowly, but with random clumps of powdery ice falling down 7654325 km/s. jkjkjk.
I was playing with my brother Gabriel, my cousin, and my dad in the snow.

So that’s all i am concerned about i shall take my leave now. SOOOO bye!!!