Summer Vacation has started. I am told to find some work to occupy myself with, and I can think of nothing. It definitely does not feel very much like Summer Vacation. It feels like summer, but I don’t feel the relaxing wave of relief of ‘no deadlines’. I feel like I haven’t done much for grade seven, so how is it over now? Even the process of the leaving ceremony seemed like it was for everyone except for me. Everyone else in my grade at my school seemed like they either they couldn’t leave or would like to leave as soon as possible. I don’t think that I fit in either of those sides. Do I not have feelings? It’s not great to leave, I guess, but I’m not exactly sad to be going to high school. I dunno. I think I’m trying to be neutral. Ahaha. Well, I should do something. Until I figure out what to do. See ya!
Levelled Up
Well. I have graduated. That was… well, fast? Or, it feels as if I have accomplished nothing. This reminds me; I was seated next to a fairly emotional girl at my leaving ceremony/assembly-thing, she had tissues, sniffing, and teachers trying to comfort her. I think, perhaps, she was getting all emotional from the thought of entering another “chapter”, or leaving her ‘childhood’ and getting the attention from awards and such. I don’t know, this is just some things that may have led to her wave of emotions. I, on the other hand, as described by my sister, was stone-faced. She said that throughout the principal’s speech, I did not change my cold expression at all. From walking to my spot to until after the speeches, I had not changed my expression. It may sound all weird, but I felt a little relieved, and a little, panicky? Maybe, I felt alone. Most of the time, I like that feeling. At peace, most of the time. But this was a frightening feeling of ‘what do I do now?’ I don’t know if I am overthinking, but I know for sure that I am not scared of next September. I am certain that I am not afraid of high school.
I feel like I should be writing like how I usually do. But I can’t seem to get a hold on that part of me. I don’t know. If I let that part of me go on, ranting, it might start some more… thoughts. There are many unresolved issues. I will probably go now. It is getting late. For now… SUMMER VACATION!
Late June 2016
Yep. Late June. It has arrived. I mean, it started a while ago. But I mean, I actually DID SOMETHING that I was required to do. Like school. A grade. Especially grade seven. To be honest, grade seven was a lot easier than I imagined, but the time when I had 3 to 4 projects at once was not that fun or easy. But after all that, I can say that I’m done! Tomorrow all the 6/7 classes at school are going on a trip to Playland. After the trip, we have Friday as our last normal day of school. Then on the following Monday, the grade sevens will go to a water park, then Tuesday is half-a-normal-day and half a swimming day. Wednesday is grad day. In which I wear a womanly thing. Then in September I go to secondary school and my brother starts school. Whoa. Kindergarten. Wow. Grade Eight. Okay, I’m kidding about grade eight, just about kindergarten. Mainly because my brother will have his own school life. And that’s weird.
Today I have ping pong class after dinner, so I should conserve energy. And I will do just that. Until I finish grade seven (technically I am…)!
nothing has changed at all
Yeah. It is almost halfway through June. How things go by so fast when you’re doing project after project. I haven’t had the chance to write anything on this blog, mainly because I have been researching, taking notes, writing paragraphs, and fretting over presentations. Now, I am less than halfway through my last project; SCIENCE. I should be doing it right now — I am — but, I thought I would complain first and then work hard on it. I have ping pong later. So I should really hurry.
I achieved something! I think I got into some Honours for Grade 8! I believe I got into Art, English, and Math. I think. When our teachers were telling us, I was in a rush, and so I’m starting to doubt. I like to doubt myself. I don’t know. Okay, i should go continue my Science Presentation. Until I get things figured out! ;D
Key Point
Hi there. I noticed that the temperature outside has been rising. Today seems to be the only cool-ish day in about a week. So, at school, we’ve been playing softball, or practising softball by throwing and catching balls or just hitting the ball with the bat. I did softball last year so, I think I will survive. I’m doing some homework. My homework this week is to write some key points for each subtopic I have for a project I have with a partner. And… I have finished 2.5 of 7. that would be 35.7% done. Well. I’m still doing it. I’ll finish 3 for sure today.
I have ping pong class later today. I haven’t been doing to well lately. I don’t know if I’m unconsciously worried about something or if I can’t focus on the sport and letting my thoughts wander. I don’t know. What could I be worried about? I honestly don’t really worry about homework, because I know I can finish it with all the quality it needs to pass. I don’t know, man. May is halfway over. That means June is in half a month. And June means… summer. And Summer Vacation. Yeah. But first, homework. Until I figure things out!
Thin Ice: long time no see
Well, it has appeared to me that I haven’t published an installment to this series for almost a year! I have resumed the typing of this story. I just felt someone would forget. The reason for this long hiatus was because school hit. I started grade seven and some projects piled in and I had to write a novel as a project. In conclusion, I didn’t have inspiration before and I simply had my hands full. Yes. Simply. I should continue. Until the next one is out!
that was not a good choice
You know, I don’t even know if anyone even reads these posts. But, hey, for the fun of it. I can post things I will most likely regret later on in life. Or. Maybe in the next three minutes.
Hmm. It’s May. That means, next month I graduate. Well, late next month. And that means, FIRST, pass this term. Something that actually happens in a month (almost exactly) is Sports Day. And that requires Grade 7s’ to do stuff for once. I realize that the Class of 2016 (elementary) really doesn’t do much. I mean. We are so boring. Nothing ever happens.
Also, May. Yes, again. But it’s my friend’s birthday in like… two days. So I should probably make a card. And I have started. I should probably finish it by tomorrow. Ehehe. Okay. I kind of should go. Bye bye~!
P.S. It’s really hot these days!! And we have a Track meet coming up. Hopefully it won’t be too hot on that day.
Protected: Catch
Tourney
Heyy. It’s April. Wow. Okay. Today, I had a table tennis tournament at a fancy high school. I played doubles (lost pretty badly, but hey, we did pretty good for first-timers) and singles in which I won one out of 3 games. But HEYY, I did pretty well on the other games I lost.
I was confirmed (religious event called ‘Confirmation’) yesterday and I wore heels for about 3 hours. They weren’t super high heels, but they were tiring for my calves. Also, I should do my homework. Yes. Even though it is getting a little late.
Ohh. Also, a late update, I did finish my novel at the end. My class got our stories printed and we made a physical copy of the book earlier this week. I had a lot of pages. It took a while, but my teacher helped me with about half of them. And we all appreciate their hard work.
It’s almost my little brother’s birthday. He’s gonna be five!! That’s. Fast. Faster than I had imagined and hoped. Mainly because he might start thinking like a thoroughly educated human being and stop being cute. He’s going to be in kindergarten in September this year. Do you know what this means? I’m going to be in grade 8. And that means I will be in Secondary School. Well, I should finish grade 7 first by finishing this homework. Well then, see ya!
deadlines, i know
I’m great at managing my time. And right now, I’m not using it very wisely. I will. But. I can’t right now, because I have other things to do. Like making cards of all sorts. For example, birthday cards. Or ‘get well soon’ cards. Yeah. I have things to do apart from schoolwork. I’m a busy person. Just kidding, I sleep in too much. I should hurry up and finish something. Until AFTER spring break!