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damn. that’s totally off topic.

Heeeey!! I’m back. After a day. YEAHH!! Alright then. So today, I had the intermediate concert. I actually improvised a part to stall time. I basically sat down on the portable stage, crossed my legs, and posed, trying to look cool/pretty. But failing. WHATEVER. Then I went back to the plan. Did my thing. You know? My mom, dad, and my brother were there, and my mom just FELT LIKE recording the parts that I was involved in. Yaay. Now everyone can see it, that are in my family. Great. If the audience saw what was going on backstage, they would be… surprised?

Anyways, from a performer’s point of view, it was a mess. And for the audience… who knows?

After that, we went to pick my sister at her school. AND IT WAS HOT. the end.

GTG! See ya next time! I might even write something again.

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Click Clack

The Backspace button pushed down repeatedly, hesitant if this was really right.
Fingers pressing down on a keyboard rapidly, rushing to get things done.
The Space bar, providing all the emptiness needed.
Why would anyone want to fill those spaces?
Not me…
No.
What is it?
There is nothing to fill.
Everything is where it is needed.
There is nothing to look at, nothing at all.
You want to see it all crammed all together, but it won’t happen.

What are you doing on your computer?

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Global Warming

This is strange. I’m pretty sure last year it was like, half as hot it is right now. It’s like 30 degrees Celsius right now. And I think last year, around these days it was only 15 degrees. For me, here in British Columbia, I think if it’s above 10 degrees it’s already pretty warm. How am I supposed to endure the rest of this week safety patrolling for the school? Because, y’know, I have Safety Patrol next week. Yeah. For the entire week of sunshine. I wanted, I got it, and now it should really go. The sun is great but the heat ain’t my type. I actually like the smell of the rain. Okay. That just sounded like the beginning of a poem or something meaningful but not really.

So, once again, someone did something which makes me wonder if that person has a sanity or not. Because, you know, people always do things that make you question their sanity. And then you wonder how you tolerate people like this.

Tomorrow is another performance day. And I happen to know it is going to be a disaster. Because the dress rehearsal was an absolute mess. I feel like my music teacher doesn’t know how to manage time when teaching grade sixes. Because our dance is a huge scramble. And only the solo parts are perfectly aligned and practiced. That’s partially because the students themselves thought it up. And therefore, they can properly remember it. My solo is really strange and it’s probably because I thought it up, and I also choreographed my partners’ parts as well. And when I want something to look specific way, I start to get pissed off easily. So, I welcome cooperation with wide arms. ♥☻♥

Nowadays, I’m into music which I think I can “dance” to. Like catchy and fast songs. For example POP songs. Especially j-pop and k-pop. Because I don’t understand half of it, I won’t get distracted by the words.

Well. This has turned in to something longer than I had anticipated. Would ya look at the time. Made you look. JK. I need to get going. See you next time!!

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why so hesitant? (sprummer)

I have like, 3 posts that are one shots in my drafts. And I am not publishing at least one of them. That means one of them will be in my drafts forever. And the other two… I’m just a little hesitant to publish it on the website. You see, I don’t have a lot of confidence in my writing, or anything of mine… So it takes me a long time to decide something that usually takes a couple of seconds to decide. Meanwhile… I’m over here trying to figure out what to do with the things that might be critically judged. But, whatever.

It’s kind of hot here. Like, 23 degrees Celcius or something. IDK, I didn’t check. It just tells me that it is the time of year when it is half spring and half summer. SPRUMMER! JKJK. ANYWAYS, I have some things to get done. So… See you next time I update! Or post something i wish I wouldn’t/shouldn’t of.

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still not summer?

Alright~y then. So, yesterday was my school’s SPORTS DAY, and it mostly contained of hula hoops, throwing or stacking. Not as sporty as I had imagined. But then again, next year when it’s my grade’s turn, I don’t think we would be very sporty either, when thinking up a bunch of stations for sports day relating to a single theme.

Just now, I invented a game for my little brother to entertain himself with. I had recently (about a week or two ago…) created a tissue box ‘house’ because I was bored and I wanted to feel like I had accomplished something, and now, my brother was playing with it with a couple of other items as a table, bathtub, bed, and refrigerator. Wow, I haven’t felt like I had done something right in a while (a month..?). Mostly because I kept on getting in trouble because of other people. Whatever, they don’t even deserve my attention if all they do is try to get other people in trouble for the things they do. Why am still going on and on about the things I say don’t deserve any attention? Because I am what some people call ‘frustrated’. Alright.

I gotta go. See ya next time!

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Ooh noo, it’s the time of year again.

Yep. The time of the year. Where the intermediates have to perform music related things and dances, and do… performances/concert things. That we haven’t done in  a long time. And also, right now is where are all the tests come around. I just had a French test today. And my teacher is testing our math. Not really a test, but assignments to see where a certain individual’s weak spots. And so he’s making us go through the entire term in 2 weeks. Starting this week and probably getting over it and working on our weak spots for the last 2 weeks.
Tomorrow is the intermediate concert rehearsal in front of the entire school. And grade sixes have to look somewhat classy. And wear fancy suit-like clothing. And generally look cool and fashionable. But we have the most parts in the concert. We have to play the guitar, recorder, sing, and do a dance. The grade sevens have one part, and that’s to play like, 2 songs with their band instruments. Grades 4 and 5’s have the ukulele and the xylophone. And the grade sixes have so many things to do. And the worst part is the fact that it is first thing in the morning. And I can’t sing in the morning, and especially when it is FIRST THING in the morning. My voice takes a long time to make it at it’s best. ARRRGH.

Also tomorrow is our SPORTS DAY TRIVIA. It has nothing to do with sports day, apart from the points awarded that are extra/bonus points. Why do the rest of the school have to watch the grade 7 captains fail at every question? I DUNNO.

I’m gotta go now. ADIOS! See ya!

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YOooo, what do i doooo??

I should really do something that other people will consider helpful… But WHAAAT??? Ok, so like, since tomorrow is gonna be June, I just realized that I have 4 more weeks of school. And my sister’s birthday is coming up and I kinda need to make a card for her.
What do I DOOOO????
BUUT, I will go to the PNE once again this year. Man, the Awards Ceremony thing for Intermediates is like in 2 or 3 weeks from now. I know that I’ll have at least one award. That’ll be the SERVICE Award. I Safety Patrol and Lunch Monitor. Even if I do 2 services, I only get credited for one of them. But it’s added to it altogether, and I’ll still get recognized.

Just, saying, even after going to the Fun Fair by my school, my self-esteem had not gotten any better than before. I still am the same person. Of course I can’t change myself by going to a single event, but I kind of thought I could see the way I do things a little differently after having a little bit of fun. Whatever. Well, I tried, didn’t exactly work, so I won’t try it again. But now, I have this other question.

What is Self-Esteem?

Damn. Now this seems like some kind of speech. Or essay. Or a script for some kind of debate. But it ain’t. So… I’m gonna have to go now. See ya next time when I rant here again!!

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woaah, wait up

Heyyy there! ‘Tis have been a while! But alas, I’m back! So… I dunno what I should do here… Uhh. Yeah. Sports Day is coming up. And tomorrow is my school’s Fun Fair! OMG, wooow. This’ll be here just as a small update. NOWWW. I gotta go. See ya around!

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Summer Resolutions

Okay, so I got this idea from my sister, Grace, and, uh, it is basically a list of things i kind of want to achieve over the Summer. So, uhm, HERE IT IS!

1) Write something acceptable…
2) Learn to do something cool
3) Improve my table tennis skills
4) Find my inner creativity
5) Look at things differently (and not copy so much)
6) Read books
7) Ignore put downs
8) Just be more positive
9) Improve grammar … ?
10) Draw more often (to let that creativity goooo)
11) Try to be mature
12) Pay more attention………..

See? I can see a lot of flaws in myself. I still have more. But, since I am turning 12 this year, I’ll just stop at 12. I have another one: write neater. SEEEEEEEEE??? okay…
Well then, I need to go. It is 9:30-ish. See ya next time!!!

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maintenant…

Let’s go to the normal updates. ehehe. By the way, that rant earlier was 641 words long and took me about 10 minutes to type. Impressive hey? That’s one thing I am better at than my friends; typing fast. But not as fast as some of the grade sevens in my class.
At school we have determined the teams for Sports Day. I am on the Red Bulls team. Isn’t that like, copyrighted? Eh, we’re not selling anything with that name anyways. There are two teams with the same name thing. Since the theme this year is WESTERN, the Yellow Bandits, and the Blue Bandits. Green is the Green Beans of the West. Of course! “OF THE WEST”, just add that, and anything works. It’s Western enough.
Whatever. I should go and do something helpful. But, once again, self-esteem/self-confidence seem to get in the way again. Therefore, I won’t. But, I’ll try. Once? Twice? Twice upon a time? Nope.

Well, I’ll get going. See ya next time!